Anti-Freeze

I wish I knew. I really wish I did. But I don't. I can't stop being who I am. I will be. It just is mind-numbing. Coolest part is that nothing really is going on in my head anymore; my mind has suffered a slow death or perhaps, is in a coma I'd like to say. Anyway, cheers to the fricken' weekend as Rihanna says. It is playing in my head right now. Farewell. Adios.

November Rain

There are some things that you just can't explain. Like how I can't seem to get enough of Somebody To Love by Justin Bieber. Man, I swear I hated that kid when I saw his cutesy Ken-hair fall all over his face. But looks like Candy-Lips has some kind of drug-induced song-producing that lures our poor ears. Yeah, this is the 204th time today that I'm listening to it (on Repeat). All said and done, it isn't so bad after all. Life, I mean. Oh, also you have to admit that the video is totally funny! It's like a balancing factor. Yeah, that and Usher (he can serenade me anytime). Where were we? Ah, life. Life really is more than who we are. I'm taking it all in my stride. I have to start working on my orders (Rosecraft) soon because I really want to have a little shop/studio of my own where I actually can work on this for a living. I wouldn't wanna be anywhere else but here, I wouldn't wanna change ... anything at all. I wouldn't wanna take everything out on you. Those are the lines from a favourite song of mine - Black Coffee by All Saints. It's so peaceful and the song just takes you to another place in your mind. I can't believe I'm still awake. Technically, I shouldn't be. Unless I was an owl or something. Or a shape-shifter who turns herself into an owl. Must shut up, huh? I'm listening to Mr. Candy-Lips again. I'm not fighting anymore. It's pointless. I've been rendered Bieberified. Bonne Nuit.

iLike

I like sunshine in the rain.

I like laughter mixed with pain.

I like raindrops on my face,

I like tear-stains left to trace.

I like kisses on my cheek

I like hugs that make me weak.

I like letters written in ink

I like to sit by the window and think.

I like late-night phone calls

I like foamy waterfalls

I like love in all seasons

I like the fact that I have no reasons.

I like your smile, I like you

I like your everything, I like you in blue.

My List of Fictional Hotties ♥

NOTE: I'm strictly talking about the characters exactly the way I pictured them while I was reading the books and not after I saw their unfair (and lame) TV counterparts.

1. Michael Moscovitz - Only the most gorgeous geek ever. And he's in love with the shy, awkward and over-blabbing Mia Thermopolis. Michael (LinuxRulz) is hot, smart, cool and completely unaffected by trivial things. An unconventional fellow, he believes in his band Skinner Box and the future of science. In order to prove himself worthy of Mia (because she's a princess), he went off to Japan to perfect developing a Surgical Robotic Arm so that he'd have accomplished something too. He's very cool and very sweet. He's not scared to show it! You just gotta love him for that. He's a keeper! ♥
2. Jacob Black (The Twilight Saga) - Ah, my favourite kind of guy (I make him sound like a product, don't I? Damn). Jacob Black is just the coolest bad boy ever. This bad boy doesn't just ride motorcycles and have an awesome russet skin-tone but he's also a werewolf in secret! Best described as sunshine, Jacob is a cheery spirit with a lot of goodwill until Bella comes along and messes up his pretty little head (damn you, Bella). He's got a big heart and really big, engulfing arms (sigh). It helps that he's incredibly attractive too. I just wish he were real! Actually, I'd like Michael to be real.
3. Eric (The Little Mermaid) - P.S. In this case, my note doesn't apply. The Little Mermaid is my favourite Walt Disney 2-D classic. I grew up watching it and I most certainly had a big crush on Prince Eric. He was just so fine and dreamy. He and Ariel were perfect for each other. I can't describe him to you adequately, please watch the movie. It's so worth it.
4. Ed Fargo (Fearless) - He might be in a wheelchair but that doesn't stop me from thinking that I'd wanna jump his bones (haha! No, seriously). He's a coolio, he's funny and is Gaia's best friend. They say that best friends make the best lovers. I'd like to believe that! Anyway, I'm digressing. Ed is sort of like Jacob Black; he's got a great sense of humour and doesn't let the fact that he's a paraplegic change who he is. His character is pretty infectious to not let him grow on you.
5. Eugene a.k.a. Flynn Rider (Tangled) - After The Little Mermaid, I can safely say that Tangled is my second favourite romantic animated movie. The story is that of Rapunzel's and I loved the movie's take on it. Eugene or Flynn (played by Zachary Levi) is adorable! He's charming and laid-back. Flynn has a soft spot for the enthusiatic and bubbly Rapunzel. Watch the movie and you'll find yourself charmed by him! If only he were real. Have I said that before?

P.S. This list is never-ending, like the million stars that add up to the universe every day, I'll keep adding to it, loves! ;-)

Of Halloween & Spleen!

The month got off to a bitter start and it has been so long in more ways than I can dispel here or count but yeah! It made me re-think a lot of my life and what I've been doing over the past few months. I know I have been super-boring these past few months in my blog, I don't really know why but...

Here's what's exciting - I'm really proud of my blah article for this month - Of Halloween & Spleen! - I really worked hard on it, it's a photo feature and I took all the pictures. Aren't they exciting? Leave me a crumb, if you'd like. :-)

Seven Reasons Why My Life Is A Supernova

• I bought copies of two of my favourite books of all time: Little Women by Louisa M. Alcott and The Forbidden Game by L. J. Smith.
• I'm learning to pick up the broken pieces and move on (I love Shome's little poem on the same. Very wise!)
• I saw Hisss (very, very stupid but oh-so-hahahaha types).
• The secret's out. I feel so much lighter (this varies, of course, due to me and my mood swings. Now when I do see him, I feel like tearing his shirts off and kicking him. This is pretty healthy of course, not psychotic behaviour as you might think)!
• My hair is coming back! Blue hair-dye, you and me - we need to talk.
• I wrote a Blah article after eons and Julie didn't change too much of it!
• I went to Lonavala over this weekend and it was awesome (I've been there before but never like this). So beautiful, so peaceful. It was a cleansing remedy of sorts; exactly what I needed.

White Sand, Blue Skies & Azure Seas...

Random thoughts. Yellow daffodils. Spring time. Pollen. Yellow fields. Sunshine. Hay. Wind in my hair... Birthday presents. Balmy evenings at the beach. Sand in my shoes. Sand on my skin... it glitters. Stories. Costumes. Make-up. Paints. Acrylic paints. Charcoal paintings. Fire at the campside. Friends that judge you. Friends that don't. Love. Sweet kisses. Scary movies. Lying on the grass under a tree and reading a book. Little Women. Blue. The Ocean. Colours of the ocean. Shells. White sand. Sarongs. Beaded slippers. Sun-shades. Mojitos. Beaded friendship bracelets. Tattoos. Best Friends. Boyfriends. Dogs. German Shepherd. Misunderstood. Thoughts. Overflowing seas... Waves. Roller-blades. Nectarines. Dad. Mom. Star Tattoos. Facebook. Twitter. Roast Chicken. Potato Stuffing. Red velvet cupcakes. Canvases. Unthrown letters. Love letters. Calligraphy. Black Ink. YSL Elle. Bath-salts. Aromatic Candles. Walking in the rain. Cold Breezes. Hoodies. Sweatshirts. Guitar strings. Red carnations. Black Converse high-tops. Tags. Space. The Universe. Stars. Jupiter. Saturn. Ice-rings. Bali. Greece. Egypt. Paris. New York. Limousines. Pacific. Cliffs. Mountain-tops. Bike-rides at night. Late-night conversations. Chocolate chip cookies. Cookie Dough. Dig. Deserts. Tigers. Eyes. Lashes. Blanket. Leia. Jacob Black. Sleep.

10-10-10

I get damn excited by things like this. It's 10-10-10, people! Isn't that something? :) So what would you like to remember it by? I'm not sure, my day hasn't begun yet but I think it's going to be legendary. It ought to be, in fact. Oh guess what, Mrs. Obama shall be coming over to probably do a story/research/project on me and Rosecraft. I'm so excited! Today I'm gonna sort out everything and keep it ready for her. I'll paint two more coasters too and make some Halloween crafts. I really wanna party this time on Halloween...I never have! And I love the holiday, it's right up there with Christmas. So I'm thinking my hairstyle (I so wanna do psychedelic blue hair) and face - definitely Lady Gaga and well, the rest's gotta be freakishly ghoulish - Samara or Kayako? Hmmm.... I still have 20 days to decide. I need to complete my 'Summer' story too for my short stories collection - gotta get them published. Ah, reminds me I need to e-mail Luis. October - exciting things happening! I love October. I love Halloween, I love fall, I love autumn leaves, I love witches, I love Jack O'Lanterns...I love Librans! So here's to all good things...always. Tally-ho!

P.S. Julie is really helping me become a better writer. Turns out that I need to buy a pocket dictionary too ;)

Oktober Fest

October, the month that always makes me think of candied apples, autumn leaves, Halloween, birthdays, winter, earthy colors, peace and much, much more is finally here. It's been a pretty long year with all the stuff that's been happening. I am 23 years old. I'm a writer. I'm older. I'm smarter. I'm newer. I'm a little bit different. I am still the same. Costa and I have gotten even more closer, as I have with Emily. Teddy has been a lovely surprise as well - I'm really happy for him and Em. I've reminisced about Paris and New York, two places I've badly wanted to go to this year. One of my stories got published by Femina. First big 'writing' milestone. I earned my very first salary this year! I've blown money on a whole lot of shopping for myself and friends! I'm not complaining, it feels good. I'm looking forward to a lot of things at the moment: my 24th birthday (particularly cuz the last one didn't come), a tattoo (this month? Please, Forces, please), l'amour, new mentor (AL. Hello, fabulous writer!), Christmas presents, new books, a promotion, more shopping and yes, a meeting with the Beach Bum late winter. Here's to October and all my favourite months that shall follow: December, January, February. Yup, we've come full circle. Au Revoir!