Sometimes we can make things up with our minds to get on with life or feel happy about ourselves or something. It helps at the moment, but it helps the most when you finally learn you have let go and actually grown from it. So that guy/girl dumped you, it's like you couldn't care less and It's not even about telling them to go eff themselves or something...you actually don't care.
It's like they say, Experience is a hard teacher because she gives the test first, the lesson afterward.
How true! How true! The funny thing is you believe it only when you feel it truly applies to yourself and you’re able to relate to it, somehow. But it’s also strange that before it all, it (whatever you were doing) doesn’t seem wrong, it don’t seem right, yet you know it’s what you gotta do. And the whole thing about making things up is more like a sane version of deluding yourself into pseudo reality. You see signs that affirm your ‘in-your-mind’-reality, people that agree with you… and then you start to see very clearly. It’s great when you realize what a fool you would be to continue being the same person and that’s when it hits you…. Move on! We only miss things or persons in our life when we want to but however, we can do better without them. Sadly, the first time you’re wrong, you tend to be steered into the belief that whatever you believed in never existed any way and it was all just a farce. That’s just one drawback. So it’s still okay. It’s not a big deal! I took a while to move on and let it sink in and now, I can say that I’m truly free of all that useless thinking and wondering.
It's like they say, Experience is a hard teacher because she gives the test first, the lesson afterward.
How true! How true! The funny thing is you believe it only when you feel it truly applies to yourself and you’re able to relate to it, somehow. But it’s also strange that before it all, it (whatever you were doing) doesn’t seem wrong, it don’t seem right, yet you know it’s what you gotta do. And the whole thing about making things up is more like a sane version of deluding yourself into pseudo reality. You see signs that affirm your ‘in-your-mind’-reality, people that agree with you… and then you start to see very clearly. It’s great when you realize what a fool you would be to continue being the same person and that’s when it hits you…. Move on! We only miss things or persons in our life when we want to but however, we can do better without them. Sadly, the first time you’re wrong, you tend to be steered into the belief that whatever you believed in never existed any way and it was all just a farce. That’s just one drawback. So it’s still okay. It’s not a big deal! I took a while to move on and let it sink in and now, I can say that I’m truly free of all that useless thinking and wondering.
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