May 14, 2011

HER

Closure comes from really strange places...or from strangers. Okay, actually I'm not even sure if it was closure (because for so long I've been looking for it) but it felt nice in the craziest way. I met her yesterday. HER!!!! She's really sweet, you know and everything. Maybe they are happy together and it's okay, it really is. What I did realise is that it's for me to decide. Not anyone else. Not my friends. Not him. Just me. Feeling good about nothing at all. It all happened on my last day there. I'm not insane that I think it's so cool that it happened, right? I got so excited after meeting her. I knew who she was and never met her before because of the 'circumstances' but I do think she's nice. I hope she's happy. I guess this saga finally ended. My mind really hopes it did end. It's a new chapter from here on. :-)

P.S. How funny is it that it ended exactly when and where it began? A whole year. Mixed feelings. But it's over. It has to be.

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